after what happened this morning...which is kind of stupid really I wrote this poem :/



I watched the girl give her friend a cupcake
My mouth watered, I wanted a cupcake too
But I felt too shy to ask for one
I looked away as tears filled my eyes
It wasn't fair.
Maybe I should've asked for one but I was too scared.
True friends are supposed to sit with you, talk to you, comfort you.
I did not have any true friends.
Sure, they were friendly, but they were not my real friends.
I realized I never felt so alone.
My brothers had friends
I did not.
I blamed it on my shyness and I wished I wasn't so shy.
Maybe I could've made new friends.
My little brother has friends because he gets invited to lots of parties
My older brother has friends because I see his friends put their arms around him.
And me? All alone.

Thats pretty good, here is one I wrote:

http://www.divineshadowsonline.com/private/poems_music/drastic_thoughts.htm